Life is Crazy!

I always knew life sucked on the best of days...but lately it takes it to an all new level. It's not like my life is bad. Far from it. I am lucky. I have a good job, a roof over my head, money to spend and a wonderful family. So why can't I be content? Sometimes I wish I was one of those girls who could be happy to settle, but to me it just seems like cheating. Cheating myself. I think, for the first time, that I know what I want. What I'm looking for. Who I am looking for. I just hope I'm not wrong.