It Sucks Being Jealous

I hate that I miss him. I hate that I am jealous that he picked her. Everything is OK when he's out of sight or out of mind. But then something will happen and a memory will pop up or a Facebook post and it all brings it back. I guess he's in love now and I got what I deserved.

Rose Colored Glasses

I have when I see things through rose colored glasses. The problem is I know I'm doing it. I see things and I get my hopes up. Or I start seeing things for what they could be. Well tonight I got knocked back down the Earth. It's just what I needed but didn't really want. Kinda got my feelings hurt, but maybe it's what I needed. I need to see things for what they are. Sometimes I think I am invisible, or at least my feelings are. I jump head first and I think I can handle it. Maybe I can. Maybe I can't. I just never think about the risks that come with it.